words im struggling with, before the music.

that one angry breakup song

hey, remember that time we said we'd go away for the weekend?
but it never hap-pened
hey remember that time you lied to your moth-er?
hey remember that other time you lied to ya moth-a?
and got caught...


bridge:
20 years of neverhating anyone
10 years of self therapy
15 years of not so much fun
5 years of list'nin, to my, dad
took 2 years to give in to love
&not even 6 months of lies feels like a lifetime

chorus:
its not you, its me. i mean
Its not me, its you. i mean
its not you, its me. i mean
its not me, its you. its you its you you you,its not you its you its me its you its not me its you its me .

hey, remember when i wished you trusted ya-self
and you kept on, playing, the vi-i-i-ctim
yo, remember that time you admitted you were wrong?
and life didnt revolve around you
i wish i had a tape recorder -er- er recorderrrrr

"i have severe i-i-i-ssues.
i need to reach my minds capa-ci-ty
i have to lie dont know why
you deserve better
so im saying goodbye
by-y-ye."

bridge:
20 years of never knowing what hate fe-e-e-lt like
10 years of psycho therapy
15 years of what i thought was fun
5 years of list'nin, to my, el-el-elders
took a year to get over an-an-andrew, and one year to fall in love with you
but not even 6 months of lies feels like a lifetime.
(deceit. deceit.deceit.deceit. do you taste it? t-t-t-tas-tas-t-t-tts-ts-ts-taste-t-t-t tastes like deceit)

chorus:
its not you, its me. i mean
Its not me, its you. i mean
its not you, its me. i mean
its not me, its you. its you its you you you,its not you its you its me its you its not me its you its me .

hey hey hey, he-e-e-y.
(hey)remember that time i wrote a fictional song about what i wished you would say.
and said what you had to, then left.
(hey) remember that time you said you loved me but werent in love with me.
(hey) remember that time you left me to shatter into pieces on the green, green grass.
(hey) remember that time you played games with. my. mind.
(hey) HEY (hey) HEY (hey) remember everytime you lied, do u even notice anymore?
remember when you accused the world of not understanding?
remember that time you lost yourself and couldnt find your way back without some support from, moi?

(I shouldve agreed and left you to find your own way back.)


"i have severe i-i-i-ssues."
(hey remember that time...)
its not me, its you
(hey remember that other time...)
t-t-t-tas-tas-t-t-tts-ts-ts-taste-t-t-t tastes like deceit
(yo remember everytime...)
it tastes like deceit
(I remember 8 months of time and now)

"im saying goodbye
by-y-ye."